Not enough self worth

anicholaou
Sep 4, 2025
1 min read

I have had issues with self esteem and self worth my whole life. This isn’t making it easier. I feel broken and worthless at the worst of times during this process.

Surgery is a more of a life altering process for me than the chemo at this point. This is altering my body due to the fact it’s trying to kill me and we have to stop it. It is frustrating something that nourished and fed my 3 babies has turned against me and is actively attacking me.

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